Crazy For Uuu~~~

what am i suppose to do

I have no idea for all of these

although you are not around but my heart still fall for you

keep thinking that i'll be leaving soon

but the god seem asssigning me a test 

and want me to face it with my true heart

but i'm not dare to do so 

why am i so craving for it

i shouldn't be that

i should stop all these stupid thinking

i've been trying so hard just to forget everything bout you

but it's seems doesn't work at all

the more harder i try to forget

the deepest you trapped in my heart

i know you never done anything to me

but the way you talked to me

i can feel it is apparently different from other ppl

and this had make me think and feel in other way

the other thing that i cant deny is we always misunderstood each other

sometimes it could be a joke but sometimes it's really make me feel awkward

but i slowly get into the way we communicate

hopefully you wont mistaken or misunderstood what i'm goin to meant

although i dislike the ppl who always talking in the half way thru

which wan me to think harder to find the true meaning inside it

but the more you acted in that way

the more i feel like wanna to explore everything bout you

the sense of weird had become a merit for me to think that you are special

somehow i was really think of facing it by follow my heart

but i know i cant make it

it was a lot of obstacle that i've to go thru on my own

no one can help but me myself have to

by the way

i never hope that you will know everything i felt
as the feeling were all coming from my heart

i wont blame anyone for not understanding me

because treating ppl nice is not hoping for any pay back

but it's just came truely from my deepest heart

maybe you can say i'm stupid or even a blind hearted ppl

but the only thing that i can say is

What i'm doin nw is just go with my heart

i dun wan to be regret when i grow older one day

when there is no one piece of sweet memories that i've gone thru in my life time

no matter what happen

i'll still stick to what my heart and the first instinct tell me 

i dun care what will other ppl think

and i dun need to explain so much on it 

because i just want to be MYSELF

maybe nw i was craving in loving someone

but i wont simply do anything that will goin to hurt anyone

especially MYSELF

and I BELIEVE I"LL MEET MY PRINCE CHARMING ONE DAY